Can someone help me?

In need of someone who will pray for my soul and walk along side me and remind me that God knows what’s going on.  Wanting someone who will just point me to Jesus and say that everything is under control and he doesn’t expect me to be something that I’m not.  Could you remind me that my future is taken care of and rather than feeling pressure to do something, I’m just supposed to rest and trust and be still?  I could use a reminder that the grace that is in me is greater than the sin in me.  I could use a push and reminder about Africa again that God is real, prayer is powerful and all I want to do is love him.  Could you just stand next to me for a moment?

Thanks.

One A Day. Like vitamins.

I forgot that I was going to write an entry every day.  and now it has become once every two months.  reset.  let’s try this again.

today was our last summer small group and now summer is coming to a close.  it’s weird to think that everything is ending… like missions teams are back, summer sg has come and gone, and everything about summer loving (swimming, SYTYCD, relaxing) is soon to pass.  which means, only that something big is soon to begin again.

i can’t say that this has been a spectactical summer.  but i can say that it has been solid. there have been definitely glorious pizza puff eating, will and kaytee dancing, sipping lemonade and loving Jesus moments.  as well as wallet losing, flip flop breaking, mosquito swarming moments, to say the least.

but in the end, I’ve come once again to find that Jesus is real and that he reigns.  Life is a journey, but as PJong says, it’s not about the horizontal movement but the vertical.  I will admit that I’m not good at saying good-byes, but i’m excited about what is to come.  i look forward to the next chapter of my struggle to believe something more is coming…

Yes, Lord.
Selah.